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Burn

Sat, 19 May 2012 15:05:44 -0400

My face is literally stripped of skin. My nose is boken. My eyes are bulged out and I can’t see anything….the slightest sound sets me off. I got jumped! Kristen, Hallie, Dana, Becca, and Flannery BEAT me! They jumped me! I walked into the house and all of them except fucking Kyle started screaming at me…and kicking me, and punchng me. They hit me so hard and so much. It was traumatic. There is NOBODY I can talk to. I am dirt. I am GARBAGE.

Through with you

Fri, 18 May 2012 23:18:25 -0400

All this heartache, I just have so much, a simple love with a complex touch.

The day...

Thu, 17 May 2012 15:32:48 -0400

he day when the smartest perso in your classroom gets an F on an assignment, you know something is wrong.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL

Wed, 16 May 2012 20:13:19 -0400

May 17th, Bill Bradley was born. He started going to Valley Middle School in 6th grade, and became my best friend in 7th-8th grade. He is turning 15 this year. So I am going to celebrate his birthday by buying him 15 packs of hot tamales for 15 days past his birthday. He won’t even suspect. To wish him a happy birthday, <3 my post.

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Sun, 13 May 2012 22:43:00 -0400

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)

Religion

Sun, 13 May 2012 21:54:00 -0400

I always thought, I’d rather be safe than “eternally sorry”.

Some people decide to believe that they would be punished, for something they’ve done. But there are tooo many holes in religion for it to make logical sense.

Example A.
Why would a creator, whom is ultimately divine, whom knows all that is, was and ever will be.
Why would that creator PUNISH you, for the way he/she/it made you?

Example B.
They say Jesus died for our sins, yes?
Well wouldn’t that mean we all have an automatic access into heaven, because Jesus died for your sins?

OR did jesus only die for the sins of the people living in THAT age?

then they say repent, repent!
Why repent if Jesus already gave his life, to save us?
Or wait, his sacrifice apparently wasn’t enough..

Example C.
When GOD is eternally wise, then why would god allow souls ((Whom he KNEW were destined for hell)) ever come into existence? Why?
Does he enjoy creating flawed beings and punishing them for the very flaws he gave them?

Gaaargh, am I the only one going mental on this!?

Why would He tell us time and time again in the Bible and in our prayers that we are not perfect when HE created us that way? Why would He make us imperfect then punish us? Do you know what I realized? I try time and time again to be perfect, and I fail EVERY time. I have tried to stop eating to look perfect, I have tried to pray every day and read my Bible every day, but failed. I have tried to get closer to my family….but something ruined that, so that failed, and Lucifer is just trying to rip my life apart and use me against God. I am already in a pretty defensive mood about something that happened earlier, and I am NOT letting Lucifer ruin my life just to get back at God. God had a perfectly good reason to kick Lucifer out of Heaven….Lucifer was trying to be equal with God.

On the other hand, God could read Lucifer’s mind, right? Doesn’t God know what you think before you even think it? Why was God so surprised? Like I said…..trying to be perfect kills you, so Lucifer did that to himself. He got HIMSELF kicked out of Heaven and sent to Hell. He did that all on his own.
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Grey

Sun, 13 May 2012 04:59:44 -0400

Is it just me, or does everything seem to be grey when your around me? I don’t know why, but everything seems to die when you show up. When I see your face, my hope gets torn apart and I get bruised and beaten. I love you, yet despise you. I need you, yet cannot stand you. I want to be with you, but I’m scared of you. How is this possible? Oh yes yes now I know! You hurt me. On purpose. And you try to make it seem like it’s my fault. Like you say “this is your fault” or “why can’t you be perfect” or “you brought this on yourself.”

kingpin007: Hold up the world

Sun, 13 May 2012 03:48:32 -0400

kingpin007:

Hold up the world

My new notebooks. Writing is my LIFE.

Sat, 12 May 2012 17:13:40 -0400

My new notebooks. Writing is my LIFE.

eatsleepdraw: I’m Yours ink on bristol...

Sat, 12 May 2012 17:05:50 -0400

eatsleepdraw:

I’m Yours

ink on bristol paper

http://katefitzpatrick.tumblr.com/

Unfold me

Thu, 10 May 2012 23:20:11 -0400

I sit her staring at my computer screen, This sickness lurks inside my brain, My face right now is turning green. Outside the window, down falls the rain. One raindrop is like a thousand tears. Can’t this be my only out? I’ve thought this way for many years. I just hate how I always pout. My head always hurts, My pain is so real. My wrist always burns, I can’t contain how I feel. I try to overdose on pills. I feel like I need some help. Every emotion I feel is ill. My teachers comment on my health. I cheat and I lie. I smoke cigarretes and pot. I do it in secret, my arms by my sides. I only have one life. Have I made it or not? My sickness is mental and physical too. How can I not feel so gross? I always just feel so blue. I feel invisible, like a ghost. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~That’s a poem that I have been working on for a long time. It’s about three days old…and I had to rewrite it like 200 times and edit it every day… could never find the right ending…or the right words. I am pretty confident in how it is now. If you’re gonna judge….pleae don’t tell me what you think.

We need to eat

Tue, 08 May 2012 22:01:13 -0400

My name is Molly. I lost my world when I decided that I wanted to be beautiful. I wanted to like everyone else in the world. They are all the same. Celebrities. People on TV, people on the news, even people I surround myself with every day. My classmates, my friends, my family. Everyone I kno war elike supermodels. They are all beautiful and talented and confident. SOmetimes I wonder, why can’t I do that? I can’t be like that because I am a little too…..shy and superstitious.

gaksdesigns: Global Rainbow Installation by Yvette Mattern

Tue, 08 May 2012 13:06:57 -0400

gaksdesigns:

Global Rainbow Installation by Yvette Mattern

sin-eater: Original art work Sin-Eater pen and ink 2012

Tue, 08 May 2012 13:05:06 -0400

sin-eater:

Original art work

Sin-Eater pen and ink 2012

My life as me

Tue, 08 May 2012 12:42:33 -0400

I used to be confident, now I’m not. You finish the puzzle.

Forget taste the rainbow my sick BAMFs…sneeze the rainbow.

Tue, 08 May 2012 03:26:37 -0400

Forget taste the rainbow my sick BAMFs…sneeze the rainbow.

All night long

Tue, 08 May 2012 02:58:41 -0400

I look at the clock as I click the send button on an email to my boyfriend and see that it’s 12:10am. I didn’t wanna stay up all night but I couldn’t fall asleep. So lying in this bed with my sister’s iPod touch…I surf the internet with my Facebook/tumblr/twitter/gmail accounts opened upm there is no way I can fall asleep now, I’m too content.

Friends or Foes?

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 23:27:40 -0400

Some say that Edgar Allen Poe is a dark soul. Some people say that he is too dark to learn about in school. I think he is just like me. I’m no poet, but I have been practicing. In English class, I always focus more on the poetry and short stories that we get assigned to analyze/write, and I currently have a B in English. I am dealing with a lot of stress right now and I think that it’s fine about how everyone thinks it is so great that one person in the class gets special attention and special treatment, and how one other person gets special treatment from his daddy Mr. Cox, and how kids with anger issues get special treatment. It’s insane how kids throw fits, destroy rooms, almost hurt people and stuff and it’s fine. They apoligize and they think it’s fine. ITS NOT!

Who do I want to be when I grow up

Sun, 15 Apr 2012 19:23:12 -0400

I have been thinking about this lately. Being in grade 10, I had to take the HSPE and ASBAV tests, which are both basically about careers. I have been thinking about criminal justice.

OH MY GOD IS THAT CUTE OR WHAT

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 00:00:42 -0400

OH MY GOD IS THAT CUTE OR WHAT